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FB Carp 2025-12-23

Dec 29, 2025
"What's nice about the navy for Britain is you send them away. They're not going to run a coup in the capital because they're off on the ship somewhere." - Sarah Paine

It's so obvious.
Why did I not think about this before?

FB Carp 2025-12-22-2

Dec 29, 2025
How to identify free will
A rock sinks in water
A feather floats
We do not talk about free will
Regarding rocks and feathers
Because there is nothing to decide
It is inherently in the nature of a rock to sink
And in the nature of our feather to float
There is nothing to decide
We talk about free will in people
Because people have not decided yet
what is their nature
And yet we do not know whether they actually have decided anything
Because they are things that we expect inherently in the nature of people
When people eat when they’re hungry
We do not say they “decided” to eat
Because otherwise they would starve
Similarly, in this age of capitalism
We do not say people “decided” to earn a living
Because otherwise they would be poor
It is only when people do things not expected of them that we feel that they have made a conscious decision
This is why We say jokingly 「自由意志就係開心食屎」
Because it is so surprising that nobody in their right mind would decide to do such thing purely based on inertia
This is the only way we can objectively identify people exercising their free will i.e. by doing surprising things not expected of them
Because we cannot know their internal thoughts
However, subjectively speaking, the only way to realize whether you have exercised your free will is to ask yourself whether you have been authentic and true to yourself
Nothing else matters
Therefore
The rock in its authentic state must have decided to sink;
And the feather must have decided to float
The fact that we can predict their behavior do not negate the fact that they have decided based off of their true nature what they will do
They have already decided
Perhaps since the dawn of time.. Or at least, since we learned of rocks and feathers
But we have not yet decided for ourselves, which is why it feels different. But in fact, the will is exercised the same..

FB Carp 2025-12-22

Dec 29, 2025
[context: larry summer's leaked emails with epstein]

(old news is so exciting)
啲連登仔成日話咩月入廿萬肯定大撚把女,轉個 browser tab 讀呢啲 email 真係笑撚死,唔講仲以為係落泊連登仔服兵役喺度呻 (請留意人名) 結咗婚六十幾歲走去問人追女仔攻略真係搞笑咗啲。
另外,唔覺意睇到有中文論壇話咩「看了半天,还是没睡!」,屌你咩,唔識英文就咪鳩估啦。 (主要唔係呢封email,係另外幾封有講得好清楚)
不過呢位姐姐係幾吸引嘅,再引多幾句
Smart
Assertive and clear
Gorgeous.
I'm fucked.
我全部都同意呀 👻

FB Carp 2025-12-21

Dec 29, 2025
浩然之氣
(撰於2025年4月)
《孟子》講「浩然之氣」係令我發現原來儒家傳統唔係純粹 on9 嘅契機之一。
「敢問何謂浩然之氣?」
曰:「難言也。其為氣也,至大至剛,以直養而無害,則塞于天地之閒。其為氣也,配義與道;無是,餒也。是集義所生者,非義襲而取之也。行有不慊於心,則餒矣。我故曰,告子未嘗知義,以其外之也。必有事焉而勿正,心勿忘,勿助長也。無若宋人然:宋人有閔其苗之不長而揠之者,芒芒然歸。謂其人曰:『今日病矣,予助苗長矣。』其子趨而往視之,苗則槁矣。天下之不助苗長者寡矣。以為無益而舍之者,不耘苗者也;助之長者,揠苗者也。非徒無益,而又害之。」
不過嗰段字唔太易明,然後後面原來係搭單附送咗「拔苗助長」嘅故仔。
由於花咗少少時間嘗試理解,喺度寫返心得同未決之疑
「必有事焉而勿正,心勿忘,勿助長也。」
呢句其實好撚緊要,完全係人類存在於宇宙嘅奧義之一。道家叫做「無為」,new age 叫做 manifestation。 點樣令到一件事發生?孟子話:唔好放低佢,但又唔好助長。
「正」可能係通「征」。
似乎朱子語類有詳細解釋:
「必有事焉,而勿正心」,此言「正心」,自與大學語脈不同。此「正」字是期待其效之意。「仁者先難而後獲」。正心是先獲意思,先獲是先有求獲之心。古人自有這般語。公羊傳云:「師出不正反,戰不正勝。」此「正」字,與孟子說「正心」之「正」一般。言師出不可必期其反,戰不可必期其勝也。賀孫
問「必有事焉而勿正」之義。曰:「正,猶等待之意。趙岐解云:『不可望其福。』雖說意粗了,其文義卻不錯。此正如『師出不正反,戰不正勝』之『正』。古人用字之意如此,言但當從事於此,而勿便等待其效之意。」或問:「此便是助長否?」曰:「『正』,未是助長,待其效而不得,則漸漸助之長矣。譬之栽木,初栽即是望其長,望之之久而不如意,則揠苗矣!明道曰『下言之漸重』,此言卻是。」後因論「仁者先難而後獲」,洽曰:「先解『勿正』字,頗有後獲之意。」曰:「頗有此意。」曰:「如此解,則於用工處儘有條理。」曰:「聖賢之言,條理精密,往往如此。但看得不切,錯認了他文義,則并與其意而失之耳。」洽
但呢件事同浩然之氣究竟有咩關係?!? 諗唔通。 後世啲人可以將「拔苗助長」呢樣嘢當係孩童故事咁講,但從來都唔會提半句「浩然之氣」⋯ 可能大家都諗唔透有乜撚嘢關係。
另外呢度嘅「義」雖然理論上係「魚與熊掌,捨生取義」嘅「義」,但你當成「意義」咁理解都係OK嘅。告子作為一個徹頭徹尾嘅 relativist (eg. 性猶湍水也),自然冇內置嘅「義」(morals ~= meaning ~= motivations),冇 compass 冇動力,自然擺爛 (i.e. 餒)。但一個 fundamental relativist 確實可以不動心。
講起不動心,「必有事焉而勿正,心勿忘,勿助長也。」 應該係講緊不動心啩。咁就好 make sense。有樣嘢你好著緊嘅,點樣不動心?孟子嘅講法係勿征心、勿忘、勿助長。 而告子就根本覺得咩都冇所謂,所以不動心,雖然唔動心但冇浩然之氣。
但始終令人好 frustrate[d] 嘅係,一講到 meaning (義), will (必) 同 stillness (不動心) 嗰陣,啲經典就同我(哋)一齊 hang 機,講得到喉唔到肺。所以我一開始先話呢句關乎「人類存在於宇宙嘅奧義之一」⋯⋯ 但一係我未明,一係個答案仍然係不能以言語描述。
PS: 後來睇返,個關係其實係喺度嘅。心動就會行動(助長),行動就會壞事。所以孟子講返點樣等啲嘢自然搞掂,唔好亂咁嚟自己郁手搞禍啲嘢。而唔助長嘅方法就係不動心。 呢種態度幾近道家,但修行嘅道理萬法不離其中,所以講到個人修行,都只能夠得出同一個結論。

FB Carp 2025-12-16

Dec 29, 2025
呢句講得真係好中

根據報道,事主想要搵個大約40歲年薪三百萬以上嘅對象,正常香港邊有咁多人有咁嘅收入⋯
正當職業嚟講,個對象(假設存在)大概都係嗰幾個專業,好多有專業資格嘅名單喺網上都查到嘅。計埋年資 etc 就會估到年齡。講真個 pool 都係幾千人啫最多,用 headhunt 手法逐個搵出嚟,cold call 問有冇興趣幫位中女埋單,成功率就比較高 (i.e. 起碼唔係 0%)。(按:應該犯私隱條例,#千祈唔好 咁做)
不過啲連登仔係咁話咩幾廿萬收入肯定大把女⋯⋯ 邊有啲咁嘅事吖。做 fuckboi 唔會俾稅局查,又唔會有入息審查,表面風光就夠。


```直接搵headhunt好過搵婚姻介紹所啦```

FB Carp 2025-12-15

Dec 29, 2025
而家啲 AI scam 真係癲到一個點
呢個人個 post 又唔係特別多 like
佢本人又只係得幾百 fol
咁都會中招⋯
香港嘅優勢就係啲廣東話 AI text generation 好差,通常啲 AI bot 講廣東話唔地道會用返官話語法....

FB Carp 2025-12-13

Dec 29, 2025
唔識答


If we don't think the candle in a simulated universe is a "real candle", why do we consider the intelligence in a simulated universe possibly "real intelligence"?

Being a functionalist myself, I don't know the answer on the top of my head.

FB Carp 2025-12-10

Dec 29, 2025
I kinda just realized that a substantial part of so-called spiritual or related esoteric knowledge is just "basic" (in multiple senses of this word) philosophy, in particular meta-physics.
Modern philosophy as is commonly taught and portrayed seem to degrade to little more than clever arguments justifying appeals to common sense. There is nothing wrong with common sense per se, and all perspectives are equally valid, but it's a lot of busywork for nothing to justify one's existing prejudices with clever arguments that don't really do anything except giving you more conviction in a self-reinforcing manner. (it is also useful for getting social media credits [likes!] for sounding clever)
Anyway.
One example is the issue of "identity". There's always a lot of confusion about the "real identity" of something or some being. eg "Did I see the *real* Buddha in my dream, or was it just an illusion?" Confusion about the concept of identity and equivalence. (It's common, manifests in software design as well... i.e. =, ==, ===, .equals, ....) Common sense makes it hard for people to accept that things that function in the same way are "essentially", "really" the "same thing". Persons in the real world don't behave that way because firstly the physical world generally is exclusive in space-time (same objects cannot occupy the same space-time), so uniquely identifying a space-time could uniquely identify a "unique thing" even though it may behave the same way in other aspects. Also persons in the real world have unique histories because of this physical space-time exclusivity. You generally don't get a practical problem of trying to tell people apart when substantial part of their projected histories seem to overlap (unless you're talking about clones, multiverses, time travel, etc... then you get people's mind to blow up). So when, people engage with something that don't necessarily follow physical rules (like spirituality, ... or ...... software........), the experience of "identity" don't really line up with common sense, and there's confusion. In the real world you say a name and it could get linked with some real person with a unique historical record; In the software world you say a UUID and it could get linked with a data record; In the non-physical realms of possibilities, there are no fixation on names or identifiers, they're simply shorthand for subjective thoughts that are not easily quantifiable (could possibly be something like word embedding vectors... but I'm getting ahead of myself. Also the shorthand is not really a general shorthand but a shorthand in our minds, an alias for the realm of associated thoughts). And, fundamentally, a thought is basically all there is. So the question of "Is ____ same as _____" is kind of you trying to sort out your own thoughts, being confused as to there being predefined categories or things. Or sometimes it is a confusion caused by different thoughts having the same/similar name. In the purely subjective world of consciousness, knowledge is not obtained by empirical observation (basically by definition), and thus you don't gain any knowledge through the empirical method of collecting and classifying data, then trying to make predictions from them. Usually the issues we deal with are not 100% subjective, but it's useful to illustrate how the common sense approaches we use to deal with physical things don't work when there's sufficient subjectiveness in the context. Knowing in the subjective world is being able to imagine something, together with the unquestioned belief that it is true. When you cannot imagine something or you doubt its authenticity, then you do not know. You cannot gain subjective knowledge by asking somebody else (or maybe you can by placing unquestionable trust in somebody else's words, but it's generally not very advisable). Ignorance is not necessarily bad, it opens up possibilities, for the things we have not yet decided. (btw, when all things are decided the world ends. the omniscient completes the creation and ends the world). Anyway, due to the different nature of subjective knowledge, context-free categorization is mostly useless; shorthands are mere shorthands, and whether two things are equal depends on whether the thoughts associated are equal in the ways that matter in the context (yes, unironically this is probably also how I would implement context-sensitive methods for equality testing...).
So it's really not about spirituality, even though these approaches answer satisfactorily "did I see the real guanyin or was it an illusion?" (the answer is similar to the answer to the question was the AI generated video of guanyin real or not? -- well the imagery is probably close enough, but is the image a shorthand for the archetypical concept that's associated with the imagery, or just an image? that really depends on whether your thoughts about the image are invoked, or the deeper concept.)
As far as I have criticized "modern" philosophy as is commonly portrayed and taught, i.e. refusing to reference concepts after 1931, basically pretending the major advancements in concepts relating to computing never existed, the general lay person's capability of understanding "spirituality" (or metaphysics)-related concepts has benefited from the same. It's hard to imagine today, but if you had to explain to a person in the 19th century that you can make machines that can "compute anything and everything you asked" by simply writing instructions (i.e. Universal Turing Machines) they won't believe it would be possible, no matter how large the machine is. These days everyone knows what software is, and they know what an emulator (i.e. Universal Turing Machine) is because they want to play retro games.
UTMs are important concepts because it illustrates the nature of thoughts. There is no "ground reality" for thoughts. Thoughts can emulate others perfectly in principle (assuming thoughts are discrete... 😕) and you don't need a physical substrate for thoughts if you run emulators (commonly mispronounced as "turtle") all the way down. Emulators also provide a model of how physical reality, even thought it looks real, can easily be a result of a "simulation" (which is kinda a confusing word, but anyway). On a related note the invention of MMORPGs and other virtual worlds give people a glimpse of what it might feel like to live in a "simulation", and how complex worlds could be created within other complex worlds. It's easy these days to just invoke these words and people generally understand (but not NP though...) and I can assure you that at least some old, incomprehensible esoteric ancient texts tried to explain the same concepts but with much more difficulty because there was no such concepts available to the general lay public.
The refusal of modern philosophy as is commonly portrayed and taught to adopt computing concepts almost makes me want to believe that there's a conspiratorial effort in distracting and misdirecting thoughts away from proper metaphysical understanding of the world. There truly is no other reason for philosophy as is commonly portrayed and taught to get caught up with Gödel and not even trying to understand Turing properly, (or worse... just letting people get lost in the jungle maze of logical notation without telling them the existence of UTMs imply notation doesn't matter....)
Not to mention the common practice of posing questions without arriving at an answer (now that's almost a sin in itself). A story without an ending. A chord progress cut short. As if things are necessarily so. No. Questions always have an answer (Matthew 7:7). To be otherwise is literally to sow confusion. If there are nuances to the answer it simply implies the question is similarly nuanced and the nuance in the question is to be explained, but direct questions have direct answers. Etiquette is nothing in the face of truth, but it is fundamental in human society in particular those where you kind of don't want to offend those vested in the answers you disapprove of. As philosophy is a subjective subject, deeply personal even, the emphasis of it commonly portrayed and taught as being rational, objective, and scientific is really a weird phenomenon. The quest to rediscover truth is personal. The "objective" truth is here all along, we simply failed to see it, and the blinders we put on ourselves are different in each person (and as you may have gathered, the common parts are what we call common sense...). To be thoroughly objective is to supply all possible medicinal remedies for an ailment -- i.e. supplying poison. It is, to me, a wonder why people don't get disheartened to learn that a question does not have one answer, but a gazillion of them out of courtesy, and nobody tells you the actual one that makes sense.

FB Carp 2025-12-09

Dec 29, 2025
點解我啲notes入面有啲咁9嘅嘢


觀照

觀照 is a magic trick
a magic trick that we all know how to do as humans
we take whatever thought we have
put it in a box
and say voila meta-thought baby!

FB Carp 2025-12-08

Dec 29, 2025
偶然都會喺脆度見到有趣嘢。更罕有係喺啲哲學人嘅blog度見到唔太反感嘅嘢。文字抄錄(都唔節㗎喇)在後。唔係有咩特別嘅道理,佢純粹係解釋點解要講「(客觀)理性」,基本 textbook 嘢嚟。不過有咗呢個 context 先有得講落去,從「主觀事實」角度補充返銀仔嘅另一面:
... this is why when we embark on the path of subjective truth, we need to rid ourselves of the biases that don’t represent who we are. when we see the world via our authentic self, we arrive at the truth subjectively without undue influence
我自己嘅講法係「客觀係溝通工具」 (me, 2015),所以嚴格嚟講「僅憑經驗認識世界是不充分的」呢句我原則上唔認同,只係社群生活會有實際上嘅困難。 但讀完哲學唔壞腦嘅人已經好少,呢啲小 bug 事但啦。
另外,要搵到真嘅主觀事實係咪真係需要「智慧」呢?呢樣嘢真係考起我。實踐上係要嘅,但正如心經話齋「無智亦無得,以無所得故」,所以原則上係咪需要「智慧」都真係值得斟酌。
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哲學的傳統總是高舉理性 over 經驗,我們今天審視此立場,可能會覺得有啲奇怪,因為我們通常認識這個世界的方式,其實是指我們要走出去觀察、看、體會、經歷和經驗這個世界究竟存在什麼。直接經驗到的東西才是最真實的。
[...]
對於同一事實,我們會看到不同的東西。我們實際經驗到的東西是受主體的內部因素影響,例如:偏見、情感和身體狀況。
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哲學家們,自古希臘哲學家開始,尤其是柏拉圖,深刻理解到我們每個人對世界的體驗可能大相逕庭。即使是同一個對象,我們也會根據不同的角度看到不同的面貌,譬如,我要用手 (觸覺) 去評估一杯水究竟是熱還是凍,好大程度上乃取決於我隻手上一刻的溫度,如果我隻手上一刻的溫度是熱,那麼我隻手就會感覺到杯水是凍,如果我隻手上一刻是凍,那麼我隻手會感覺到杯水是暖。
順帶一提,所以智慧不足、反省能力不夠,純粹靠主觀感覺的食評是不可靠的。食評人以為自己在客觀評價一道菜,其實是被自己的預期、情緒、身份焦慮、社交媒體濾鏡完全支配。我已經寫了文章,總結咗我所有諗法,也排好時間會發布,解釋為什麼「識食」是跟智力有關。
因此,經驗是片面的,單憑經驗無法掌握客觀性。因此,哲學傳統總是高舉理性,通過理性從經驗現象的多樣性中把握普遍性或同一性 (searching for unity in diversity)。
經驗主義者面臨的最大難題在於,如何從浩瀚無垠的經驗現象中,掌握世界的客觀規律和原則,避免陷入經驗相對主義或虛無主義的泥淖。經驗雖然時常不可靠,僅憑經驗認識世界是不充分的,然而,經驗似乎始終是我們能夠掌握客觀世界的必要條件 (necessary condition) 。
最後嚟講,我們不是要高舉理性對抗經驗,而是高舉理性來善用經驗。經驗給我們世界,理性讓世界變得可共同理解;經驗使我們看見差異,理性讓我們在差異中尋找同一。否定經驗會落入空談,否定理性會落入相對主義。於是,最值得捍衛的,不是抽象的理性崇拜,而是理性與經驗的往返:以經驗喚醒問題,以理性提出值得落注的答案,再以經驗裁決,讓答案不斷可修正。這樣的理性,才值得我們高舉。
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